My mom has been suffering for an illness for a while now. But being the fighter that she is, she has been dealing with it for almost five months now where I personally think that had it been someone who doesn't have the same spirit like my Mom's would have given up earlier. I remember her saying she's fighting for it everyday for my sisters who are staying with her.
Just this afternoon, I got a text message from one of my sisters that my Mom is in pain and needed to be rushed in the hospital. So as I was at work, I told that to one of my colleagues and being the nice person that he is, he offered me calling back home using the Skype on his girlfriend's iMac.
Do you know the feeling when your Mom cries over the phone for an unbearable pain and you cannot do anything about it cos you are on the other side of the world? I just wanted to take all the pain away from her.
She has always been healthy before, but since this is something that runs in the family. We cannot do anything about that. I feel like it's something inevitable.
Darn it!!
I have already lost my Dad. I cannot afford to loose HER now. Not yet. :(
So sorry to hear this C, my heartfelt prayers are with your mother at this time, and thinking about you. Take care and it may not be much but theres online hugs from me whenever you want. J (think youll work out who i am)
ReplyDeleteYou don't have to believe me, I'm crying right now, wish you so much the best, you're one of the few kind souls on this poor earth, maybe one of the strenuous ones, I pray for you both from the bottom of my heart
ReplyDeleteI was touched reading your post by your raw emotion, pain, love and concern for your mother. Even though there is a physical distance separating you, your spirit and love are inside your mom's hear and mind.
ReplyDeleteDo not blame yourself, or beat yourself up for being away from her. She would not want that!
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