Forgive Me Father, I Felt Lustful.

PLAY THIS FIRST. LET'S GET INTO THE VIBE!



I know I haven't been blogging lately. Forgive me dolls, been busy with work and you know, a lil social life to get somethin' somethin'. Like I have to go to bed early everyday cos I need to get up at like seven in the morning! Who the fuck does that? I actually kind of like it. Bringing everything back to normal.

Well, I ain't gonna be blabbing about sex and all cos I have't been laid for the longest time now. I know, right? That's like so freakin' sad. Hah!

Well, two weeks ago I started working for Apple. We are still on training though. So what makes training exciting? NICOLAS! Woo hoo talking about a sex on a stcik! He's so fuckin' sexy. He's got this Jesus Christ slash Collin Farrell slash dirrrty french look to him. Now tell me, don't you wanna go to bed with him? Hah! Imagine going to bed with someone who looks like Collin and Jesus, LORD HAVE MERCY! Hah!



The only prolem is, he's straight! Ugh! I know, I am always dragged by these hot straight guysh lately! Which I know I shouldn't be.

He's kind of like a virgin when it comes to training but seriously he knows everything about Apple. He's very technical. The only problem is English is not his native tounge. He's french. And that's why when he talks about gigabytes and all, I personally find it sexay. The way he pronounces words. Tee hee! Some of them told me they feel sleepy when Nico speaks, but I don't know! I don't feel that. Prolly cos when he's speaking infront of the class I imagine him noodie? Hah!

OMFG, forgive me father, I felt lustful.

You should see how sexy he looks like even if he makes some funny expressions with his face. He's young. He's hot.



Unfortunately, well, most of the time, some of us actually are having problems understanding him. I can't balme Nico though. Imagine, in the training room, you've got italians, french, english peeps, irish, spanish, asians, germans and dutch. Nico has to reach out on each and every one of us. That ain't easy!

So yesterday we had an assessment. I made it! hah! Passing was 80% and I got 80% hah! How blonde is that? It was luck. Plain luck.

One day, we had to do a presentation infront of the class. Our group's representative was Thomas, another french guy. So i transferred to his seat just to get a good view of Nico, oops I meant the presentation. The chair next to me was vacant though so Nico sat there while we were listening to the presentation. You know I was kind of imagining him wearing a hot sexy white boxer breifs. Damn! Can I have him for my breakfast right now?

So there he was, sitting beside me. Wowza! He smells really good. It wasn't so strong but the perfume he was wearing really suits him. Very dark and mysterious. Then suddenly I noticed some motions. He was raising his shirt up his abs to check on something. He was facing me. So I am guessing I was the only one who saw it. I couldn't help it, so I glanced at him. There it was the sight of his gorgeous firm abs. I drooled for like 5 seconds. Hah! Then I noticed he was wearing a red checkered boxer shorts and not breifs. Sad!

I literally had to move back to my chair cos I might not be able to resist temptation and lick the hell out of his abs. Hah!



Anyway, I have to do laundry today. So Imma talk to you later dolls.

PS : Photos stolen from Badoo and Facebook. Love ya boys!

Love and light. ♥

xxxdoll

Homoerotic Tendancies

Hey everyone!

It's been over a month since I posted a blog. That's becuase I was on vacation. I went to my hometown, the gorgeous islands of the Philippines. I spent 27 days there mainly just being surrounded by family and friends. Infact, this year, I celebrated my birthday with all of them. And it was the best gift ever. Being able to spend the most special day of your year surrouded by the people you love.









I had a blast seeing all my childhood friends and cousins again.

But anyway, so yesterday I did something very very VERY bad. I had this girl friend who uses Badoo. Unfortunately Badoo here in Spain is branded as an online site where you get to chat with people for hook-ups and one night stands. Literally all the ads and shout outs of people using it are sex related. Then I didn't know she made a shout out which was something like "I am looking for guys who are okay with gays." And she told she did it for me. I just laughed when she told me this.

Then someone replied to that. He has the same name as mine. He said he was straight.

I saw his pictures. He was okay. Then we already started chatting on MSN. I can tell you this very frankly that I have the poorest gaydar ever. I don't know what's wrong with me that even last night I was at McDonald's waiting for a friend when I saw a cute italian guy who was wearing a shirt which says "I ♥ Lady Gaga" and i really thought he was not gay. Damn!

And so going back to this guy I am talking about, he was a bore. Seriously. Prolly cos he was straight and I am not and we have a lot of differences.



(I look awful here cos I just gotup from bed that time)

Then suddenly I realized he was doing something. He's got lots of movements. I realized he was jerking off. So I got turned on and asked him if I can see it. He said yes. Damn he was big!

Then the unexpected happened. He said he loves it when his ex girlfriend would play with his ass. He showed me his buns and started playing with it. I was in complete shock that right now he's completely naked. He even showed me the dildo he uses for his girls and acted like he was playing it with his ass.

Then he asked me if I'd like some loving that night. I said no. He said he's got a car and can pick me up anywhere. I actually know where his place is cos it's just near my workplace. I told him if we're gonna do something, I am afraid I don't have a place. Not that I wanna do something with him, I was just playing with him. And by the way, he's still masturbating. He said, we can do it in his car. I was like, uh uh hold up, wait a minute! Hell to the no. I ain't a cheap hooker.

He just smiled. And you know what shocked me the most, he inserted the dildo up his ass. My jaw dropped. Hah! So a straight guy uses a dildo for himself?

I closed the video chat. He asked why. I told him, that I am not into this kind of stuffs. He got sad.

I knew it, straight guys have homoerotic tendancies.

That's all for now, goodnight everyone!



Love and light. ♥

xxxdoll

The Elevator.

Hey ya'll dolls! Whatuppers?

First, four more days to go and I'm off to the Philippines for vacation baby. Yeah! Like I am friggin' excited. I already packed some of the things that I need to bring with me but I am not done yet. Ugh! I really suck on packing and organizing my stuffs.

What else? Uhm, I decided to go blonde yesterday, but I didn't like how it turned out so now, I am a brunette. hah!

Okay, so back to my confessions. Last week, I spent most of my mornings at the beach. Like literally when I get up from my bed, I go straight to the beach to take the sun. One morning, I was not really myself yet cos I just got up and still feeling sleepy and all. I pressed the call button for the elevator but I saw it went up cos there was someone inside it. Then it went down and I realized that the guy who was inside it was still there. He looks like aroud 30ish. Taller than me. Clean and a little buff. One can really notice he works out.



I've seen him before and thought he was cute and straight. But never talked to him. I just say HOLA to my neighbors.

So I entered the elevator and closed the door. Got my mp4 playing, tweeting on my mobile phone. Then suddenly the guy behind me grabbed my ass! What did I do?

Nothing! I know it's slutty and all but I just let him play with my buns! hah! Then he came closer, trying to press his tool behind me. He started to kiss the back of my neck. Then he realized that we are already on the ground floor. He pressed number four again and he said, we'll go to his place. I was really nervous and horny already. Nervous cos I thought he was married cos I always see him with a girl and in fact they live together. Horny cos damn! This is a hot south american!



Then we entered their pad. I asked him who lives with him. He said, family. He asked me to follow him to a room. I did. I was shocked initially cos he started undressing. Then there it was, a big piece of uncut meat infront of me and the only word that came out my mouth was JODER (fuck). He looked at me like a baby waiting for my move. So I pushed him to the bed and startes sucking him. I am amazed at his age he was able to maintain his body.

I actually forgot to remove my sun glasses while doing him. I asked him if he likes it, he said it's gooooooood.

Then I jerked him while I kissed his nipples. Then I heard the moan of a guy who's close to his orgasm. I moved backwards. I didn't wanna go to the beach with my top stained with cum and all. He came. He grabbed my right hand around his cock so it wouldn't make a mess. He was still panting.

He guided me to the restroom so I could wash my hands.

And so I asked him, where is he from. He said he's from Colombia. I asked him if he's married, he didn't answered back. He started washing his cock.

I said, I had to go. He said wait for hm on the elevator. I didn't. I know I did something very very VERY bad. On my way out of their pad, I saw a family picure which broke my heart. Why? cos there was a little girl between him and a lady.

On the elevator I even had my mouth covered with my hands. I was upset at the same time guilty!



So I went to the bus stop and I saw him on the other side of the road staring at me. I freaked out. Luckily the bus arrived already so I jumped in.

This morning, I went to the grocery, I bumped into him. And I wanted to say hi to him, but he moved away. Like nothing freakin' happened.

That made me feel sad and RAPED! lol.

PS : photos of guys from Barcelona. Stolen from Badoo and Facebook. Love ya'll boys!

Love and light. ♥

xxxdoll