It's been so hot lately here in BCN, like I wanted to go out of the country just to escape summer cos it's not funny anymore. Like everyday, my balls get sweaty. hah!
Anyway, I'm just left with seven more days and I am officially on vacation! Whoohoo! At last. Well, it will be from July 8 up till September 15. I know, be envy dolls. I will be soon flying to my home country and then prolly go to Italy for some days. I've been meaning to meet some of my dolls there lately.
I have an Italian-American friend who lives in BCN now. And lots of thanks to him I got to know a super hot french lad which we'll call, uhm, "PETE".
Pete, as he describes himself, is a 19 almost 20 year old guy living in UK now but he's actualy french. He's got dark brown hair and dark brown eyes. He likes rock (he's actually a lead singer of a band if I am not mistaken), drugs, art, and thinness. He's got lots of tattoos and infact his chest is all covered up with ink. He said his style comes from scene kid movement (or emo as they call it). His hobbies? Sex with girls. Yes, he said he was straight.
To be honest, I have never been turned on by an emo before. But I was surprised that Pete here, amazed me in so many ways. I personally think that Pete smells good even if he looks trashy. lol. He loves people, whether they may be black or white. Gay or straight. He loves to be loved as well. That's why when I asked him if he wants me to love him, he said yes! Unfortunately, he's got a girlfriend and I told him I don't want to be a third wheel. Besides, he's in UK and I'm in BCN. He's been here once though.
How did I get to know him? I was checking Joey's (Italian-American friend who lives in BCN) facebook account and saw Pete there. I added him out of nowhere. I never actually had the chance to talk to him before but seeing his pics, Damn! He's one fine hell of a hot emo kid.
Then one day, I was checking a porn site for PLU (people like us) and was surprised to see a video of Pete jerking off. This site actualy just posts videos of hot guys from xTube. I was stunned. My jaw dropped. I really really wanted to talk about it to him but I was scared and shy to ask him plus I thought he was a typical snobbish french guy. But what the, I still tried talking to him. I added him in my msn.
There I found out that he actually does cam shows for both girls and boys. I asked why. He said for money. I became sad. Seriously.
He charges 10 euros for a cam show. He said old english guys actually love to see him masturbate in front of the cam and would pay him for that. I pittied him. I have a lot of whys for him but never had the guts to ask him. Oh, I asked him though if his girlfriend knows about it and he said no.
I flirted with him. I told him if he can do a cam show for me and I'll pay. He said yes. But unfortunately my paypal din't work and he got mad. Sadly, no cam show for me. :(
One day, being a nice doll that I am, we were both online, and he said he was freaking horny and asked me what I want. I said I want him, lol. He made a videocall and he did a camshow. It was quick. He did it for me, for free. He said I was a lucky boy. The whole time, my eyes was just fixed on the cam. I was wondering what the feeling would be had I been the one doing it for him. lol.
Days passed and we still chat every time we get a chance to be both connected on msn. He would still do cam shows for me for free. Actually, I was so scared that I might like him. I want to say that my thing with him is not just about sex. He really has ways that amaze me and I can't really explain them which I really find wierd! I would ask him why he does these things to me and he can't give me an answer.
When I tell him to change his avatars, he will. He takes photos for me real time. He started most of the convos we had. I make him laugh and he does make me laugh to.
Had he been here in BCN, I would have dated him already. I guess he will allow me to cos we've already talked about dating once.
If one day he's gonna be able to read this blog, I want him to know that I fancy him. I have a huge huge crush on him. And get your ass here to BCN cos I wanna cuddle with you. :)
Love and light dolls ♥
xxxcarlo
awwooo!!!
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